Leave it to chance

　 “ 徒然 ” 今日は何もしないぞと ベッドにゴロンと横たわり 頭の下で手を組めば 徐々に近づく終わりに ぽつぽつと過去の記憶が甦る 失敗に苦悩に永遠の別れ 絶景に幸福に楽しい出来事 ぼやけ軋む眠気の中で インコの声に我に帰れば 加湿器の給水ランプの点灯に グゥ～っと鳴る腹の音 そういえば朝から何も食べてない ゴロンと起き上がって 冷蔵庫を開ければ何もなくて ありあわせのメニューを考える レンジで解凍しながら コンロにフライパンを用意しながら 頭の中は明日からの 仕事の段取りを考えている 少し先の未来と 過ぎ去ってきた大量の過去 その狭間で生きてる ベーコンのカリカリ焦げる 芳ばしい匂いに今は微笑む 　 何をしていても時間は 前に向かってただただ進んでいく 　 “Tsurezure” I won't do anything today lying down on the bed If you fold your hands under your head The end is gradually approaching Memories of the past come back little by little Failure, suffering, and eternal farewell Spectacular views, happy and fun events In a blur of sleepiness When I return to myself to the parakeet's voice For lighting the water supply lamp of the humidifier A rumbling stomach sound Come to think of it, I haven't eaten anything since morning. Get up suddenly When I opened the refrigerator, there was nothing there. Think of a menu of options While defrosting in the microwave Preparing a frying pan on the stove Tomorrow is in my head thinking about work arrangements A little further into the future A lot of past that has passed I live in between crispy burnt bacon I smile now at the fragrant smell 　 No matter what you're doing, time is just moving forward