So Much

歌詞

[Z-Ro:] Lately I've been goin' through more bullshit than a bull fighter So when I say my praises to God one verse is like a full choir My every thought is pain, strain & stressin' me to death Everyday is like a rehearsal that's preppin' me for death I think I'm ready because this world ain't no friend of mine Only thing I qualify for is murder & Penitentiary time Y'all should've shot me, in the jimmy instead But I guess they was feelin' each other to get head in the bed Here I am, first born torn between Heaven & hell I tell my people say no to dope, but I let it sell Need to practice my preachin' callin' the kettle black I know I'm on pot before or not, I gotta peddle crack Ain't nobody got my back except the laws when they on it So I be goin' for broke demolishin' my opponents Leavin' no traces just blood on faces, believe that HK I'm a squeeze that, you won't even want be back. [Hook:] I got through So Much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I spend most of my days chillin' with Mary Jane. [Z-Ro:] I can't focus, I'm losin' my mind real fast Dreamin' & fiendin' for the day, I could make some real cash Droppin' album after album, platinum song after song But it's like I ain't did nothin' 'cause the lights ain't on. How can I win? It's like everything I do is a muthafuckin' sin It got a nigga fiendin' to see my end All of my friends are fake, they come around when I'm spendin' cash But when I'm broke they out the door' with wheels spinnin' fast Lonely, daily dodgin' the devil but he on me Tellin' my people fuck him 'cause he be workin' through my homies Burnin' bridges & I don't give a fuck. Remember y'all laughin' at me when I couldn't get a buck? It's all gravy baby, I got bigger hurdles I'm tryin' to jump over my residence And my vehicle is something I dump over And it might not be much, but it's all I got So when I paint it, promethazyne is all I pop. [Hook:] I got through So Much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I spend most of my days chillin' with Mary Jane. [Z-Ro:] I'm on pre-trial now & I can't smoke no weed 'Cause if I catch a dirty, I'm facin' T I M E My first time ever sober, it's fuckin' with my brain Got a nigga with an attitude, I can't maintain If you cross me I'll bring it to you hard, not softly Livin' like I'm invincible, one day it's gonna cost me When it's time to pay up & I lay up in a grave Bury me with a 50 sack & a muthafuckin' 12 gauge Hey, no love in my heart 'Cause my homies was phony straight from the muthafucking start. Why couldn't I get a ride, if I ain't have no weed? These muthafuckers ain't my people, they gotta be strangers up a reverend breed So I bless the streets with my Smith 'N' Wesson And if you beefin' with me nigga better get your weapon You better pray that I'm on codeine & I'm just trippin' But I won't let you add up to my problems, I will leave you trippin'. Because... [Hook:] I got through So Much, so I try to stay fucked up Because, when I'm sober I can't maintain Even though I do my best, the only thing I earn is stress So I spend most of my days chillin' with Mary Jane.