AL KA HO LIK (Mbanja Remix)

歌詞

FCan’t go back The damage breakdown of trust Empty bottles hidden around the house My family is devasted I’m not the same person Don’t wanna hurt em but I keep cursin’ Worsens the situation when I lack sleep Havin’ visions I’m out like pigeons Can’t listen to my wife she wants me home But when I’m home I feel trapped got slapped by the spirits felt like a slave Digging’ my own grave I don’t shave Lookin’like I chop timber in the darkest forest My axe instead of choppin’ trees chops my chances of recoverin’ Soberin’ thoughts creep at times when I look at the skies to my surprise it is a sign from God but I push those thoughts aside And slide back down to Rock Bottom What’s at the bottom nothin’ I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know I don’t know where should I go The only way to go seems to be down below I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know I don’t know where should I go The only way to go seems to be down below I’m an empty shell in a deep well I’m buggin’ An empty well no rope to climb back up To a good life with my kids they’re fed up Can’t look up keep my head up I look much older wrinkles on my face Wilidin’ like Blue Face Don’t wanna serve time but I’m irrational Doin’ wrong knowin’ I shouldn’t I’m not in control of my self Too proud to ask for help Unpredictable behavior I need a savior Something greater inner world’s bubblin’ busslin’ like on a freeway But I ain’t free in no way Stable lovin’ home environment is now tense Chaotic Disapointment of my children Sirens kills the violence They’re comin’ for me I lost my balance Physical emotional toll is evident Night of the livin’ baseheads P.E style Cops bust in the door with flashlights My baby girls cries she doesn’t recognize Her father I’m no longer a dear father Russian roulette like Dear Hunter in Vietnam starrin’ Deniro directed by Mike Cimino My mental is gone too far can’t turn back I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know I don’t know where should I go The only way to go seems to be down below I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy loco I’m actin’ crazy kinda crazy kinda crazy don’t know I don’t know where should I go The only way to go seems to be down below