From the sixteen year old me, to me ten years later When have I lost myself? What is the spirit made of? I just keep losing my beat So tired of pretending Haunted by loneliness Death before dishonor I feel empty inside Where's my happy ending? Nobody wants to love me On such a bitterly cold night Can't escape from my mortality Can't swallow this harsh reality Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my voice? So throw me aside now My younger self There's no peace Fuckin'sickenin' Where is the real me? Yes I'm done, it's time to say good-bye Just to give a meaning to my pain I don't fear anything at all Imperfection isn't beauty So needless to say I'm so useless Death before dishonor I feel empty inside Where's my happy ending? Nobody wants to love me On such a bitterly cold night Can't escape from my mortality Can't swallow this harsh reality Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my voice? So throw me aside now So throw me aside now So throw me aside now (Death before dishonor) So throw me aside now So throw me aside now (Death before dishonor) Life without love is just totally pointless So throw me aside now So throw me aside now One way gate to hell Being the richest girl in the cemetery doesn’t matter to me now Where's my happy ending? On such a bitterly cold night Can't escape from my mortality Can't swallow this harsh reality Don't you fucking hate it when you hear my voice? So throw me aside now