who saves the savior

歌詞

Everybody tryna save me what the fuck is there worth saving? Touch that holy water start to burn up like I'm Satan You could never hate me like I hate me that's a fucking promise Beg my mom and dad for once just please please get honest with me Walking 'round with my back knifed Praying to a glass pipe Chewing fentanyl wishing that it be my last bite Mentally I'm suffering Emotions that I struggle with Is feeling that I'm not enough from trauma when I was a kid I'm shedding tears as I'm singing this Blow my head off and ID me with a finger print Am I everything you dreamed of me as a kid? Reduced to broken pieces just to play with as you wish No I'm so sick of fucking faking Taking medication Only time I feel okay Just stay the fuck away Stay the fuck away Stay the fuck away Stay the fuck away Throwing money at my problems This here a new bottom Promises of change Paint my face with looks of solemn Straight Ls in my column Back to back to back to back Have you ever loved someone But way to fucking scared to get attached Feelings of abandonment Always fail to manage it Dress it up with diamond chains Money, hoes, and mansion cribs Way to scared to have a kid Could I even handle it? Always dreaming of it 'Til my family bring me back to here Right here in this moment Hey it's me the doormat Been blessed with all this shit Just to not even enjoy it No I don't wanna go on anymore Life been so different since my paw paw left this world I often wonder if he's proud and I'm not sure Who could love what I've become I'm sure no one