Alibis

歌詞

from the scrapes and bruises to the familiar abuses i'll kick and scream but it never changes anything and i could spill my guts out wearing my best little girl pout and i almost missed it but nobody said that this was gonna be easy this is not the man i hoped to be and i'm just trying to stop the bleeding i don't know how to word it, i just started to deserve it and all my, all my faces are alibis and me, i'm half the man i wanted to be most times it all comes out wrong i don't know the words but i'll hum along there's nothing familiar here anymore to anyone or anything enough to feel alive and i still taste that sickness and it makes me crazy without it at best but i'm in the same place i used to be but i'm trying harder not to be this is not the man i hoped to be and i'm just trying to stop the bleeding i don't know how to word it, i just started to deserve it and all my, all my faces are alibis and me, i'm half the man i wanted to be so what am i, what am i, so what am i and all my, all my faces are alibis (all my faces are..) this is not the man i hoped to be and i'm just trying to stop the bleeding i don't know how the words go i just started not to say no don't want it, don't get it, i know you won't regret it don't surface, don't surface, and i feel so damned worthless another day is gone and all my faces are alibis all my faces are alibis and me... i'm half the man i wanted to be..