wish i could hate you

歌詞

It's not fair You should've given me a reason to hate you Now I gotta try find one for myself Gotta go through the stages of hell So I'm searching through my memories All the times you were next to me Honestly I'm struggling To think of you negatively You got along with my mum Even she thought you were the one I remember us crying, tears from laughing Writhing, rolling on the floor So stupid, had me dying Couldn't you have done something wrong? Still smile when I hear our song I wish I could say You were the worst Scum of the earth I wish I could say You made my life a living hell I wish I could say You hurt me first You don't deserve me Wish I could hate you I never will Was I blinded? Am I suffering memory loss? There's gotta be some anger I can summon So I can leave you in the dust Am I denying Any moments of distrust? Feel like I'll always be comparing What we had with future love I'm searching through my memories All the times that you were next to me Honestly I'm struggling To think of you negatively You got along with my mum Even she thought you were the one I remember us crying, tears from laughing Writhing, rolling on the floor So stupid, had me dying Couldn't you have done something wrong? I still smile when I hear our song I wish I could say You were the worst Scum of the earth I wish I could say You made my life a living hell I wish I could say You hurt me first You don't deserve me Wish I could hate you But you know I never will