insecure

歌詞

I wish that I could speak my mind But my words don't ever really come out right My schooling stops at a GED And all my friends have some other kinda degree Watch me blow your mind With a stutter and a rhyme You'll wanna shut your eyes Cause I'm awkward and I sometimes blind I'll say that I don't really care I'll lie until you disappear Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure I'll lie and say I'm never scared But people are my biggest fear Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm not that tall only five foot ten And all my hair is fallin' out and I don't know if I fit in I can do a lot with a pad and a pen But when there's people comin' round I head right back where I began Blowin' your mind With a stutter and a rhyme You'll wanna shut your eyes Cause I'm awkward and I sometimes blind I'll say that I don't really care I'll lie until you disappear Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure I'll lie and say I'm never scared But people are my biggest fear Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure Tick tock tick tock I'm gonna go off But I'm not a lot, I never show off That's probably why I'm such a turn off And cause of all these damn guys that take their shirts off Nah, I'm fine right here, you make me nauseous And I feel a lot less weird when I watch the office That's why you'll find me right here, I hate your gossip And I don't talk enough, but you talk too often I grew up biblically raised That's just a technical phrase Don't think my friends think I'm saved And I don't know what I should say All their pathetic displays Yeah, their prophetic Sundays Yeah, it's what made me this way So insecure everyday I'm not a typical man I'm just too damn difficult And I get real damn cynical When you grab your pad and your pen Cause I'm not clinical now And I won't be clinical then Yeah, all my invisible friends They like me for who I am I'll say that I don't really care I'll lie until you disappear Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure I'll lie and say I'm never scared But people are my biggest fear Gotta shut my eyes when I see a mirror Cause the truth is I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure I'm pretty insecure