With Second Chances

歌詞

I tried to throw it away, I tried to burn it like a photograph. But when I close my eyes I see it in my mind like it's happening. I got so good at the game no one could tell that I was faking sick. I guess I still survived but this cross was mine, I couldn't bear to watch it shine. Did it clear your conscience? Did it clear your mind? If you don't feel when you cheat and lie and steal, is that still dishonesty? For every positive, there is is a negative. I used up my honesty, I'll tell you honestly I could only give you so much. And from what you've said to me, now you're dead to me. I'm sleeping miles away, I'm hiding out in this shrine I made. And if it keeps me safe while I fall from grace, then I'll take this space. My skinny fingers are bare I've taken everything off my back. And if her skin's the sin I'm desiring, this is where we'll both begin. Did it clear your conscience? Did it clear your mind? If you still feel when you cheat and lie and steal, is that still integrity? I used up my honesty, I'll tell you honestly I could only give you so much. And from what you've said to me, now you're dead to me. Because you used me as your crutch. It's everywhere that I've seen, everywhere that I've been. I can't help that it's become a part of me. I used up my honesty, now you're dead to me. You lost your dignity, and my conformity, made me throw this fight. One moment of losing yourself, put me through hell, it cost me my whole life. Second chances are weapons, a loaded gun underneath the bed. Second chances are weapons, it's turned on you in the end. I used up my honesty, I'll tell you honestly I could only give you so much. And from what you've said to me, now you're dead to me. Because you used me as your crutch. It's spinning me like the wind, every decision I'm in drifts my direction like I'm drowning in your sin. I used up my honesty now you're dead to me. This was my second chance, to make it right again. This was my second chance to take a stand. This was my second chance, to never look back. This was my second chance, to live again.