missed

歌詞

I can’t let go still If I do it becomes real Was there something I could’ve said You was far from perfect When you was around I used to hang on to your every word You made it feel like life was worth it But now that you gone I see you just as another person You far from perfect Every good memory now stays with me like a scar I don’t know if I miss you cause you ain’t around or I’m more pissed off At the fact that you coulda done better You coulda put up a fight From the moment you landed in that hospital bed It’s like you already gave up on life All I know is that ain’t the way to go that ain’t way You was so caught up wit yo own shit that you couldn’t see the people that loved you regardless Fuckin heartless And I keep thinkin’ back to the time that you asked me if you owe me something Nah man you don’t owe me nothing But you owed it to yo god damn self Love the way it start But hate how it ended How many things have I said to regret it No matter how hard I try, no matter how hard, I try I’m far from perfect Caught up with my own emotions that it’s hard to see that you was hurting You was in pain And all you wanted was me to be there, when you was at your lowest I know it I’m sorry I couldn’t say sorry when you needed to hear it the most Let you know that you ain’t alone I’m far from perfect And I put myself first But I’m not gonna let all this negative paint over all the good we had The way you know how to make a motherfucker laugh Like if you said 大丈夫 I felt like I could get past I remember driving and you called me I didn’t pick up