future diary

歌詞

Wilding You the only sun the shines in this town Smiling I don't wanna mess up somehow But I'm holding you back And everybody sees it Only got time For me on the weekends Life with you Is all I ever knew But I'll leave right now if it's best for you In my future diary I can see us flying free But you got school and family You got real shit happening I got shit I'm battling Getting pulled down like gravity I just want more time with you But it's ok I'll lie to you Till it goes on and on To the next thing I'm too selfish I can't help it Stuck in my ways Not in my place I can't wait till I'm covered in velvet Feed me fantasies Cause it's one long trip Down this balcony Baby get mad at me What's the rundown Enlighten me And lie to me I don't wanna hear it But the irony If I had dime for ever casualty Then I'd be dumb rich Still in agony But I'm holding you back And everybody sees it Only got time For me on the weekends Life with you Is all I ever knew But I'll leave right now if it's best for you In my future diary I can see us flying free But you got school and family You got real shit happening So I'll take fault Keep it all inside I'm one big vault Yeah I know you got dreams I don't wanna interfere with Telling me you love me But I don't wanna hear it See I'm not great At goodbyes Bad in your eyes This your lullaby And though if after this You get pissed I'd still put up a fight For you In my future diary I can see us flying free But you got school and family You got real shit happening I got shit I'm battling Getting pulled down like gravity I just want more time with you But it's ok I'll lie to you I'm one mistake after another Don't really care Just hide take cover Everybody saying that I'm fine All I do is whine But it's ok I'll lie to you