Do not know what I am going to do All alone in our old room The blood in my wrist pulses hard Without you , all around me is turning red Simple “LOVE” or “HAPPINES” So pure,appropriate After all that we shared Only set me up for despair Day after day , it is always the same Hearing those word's over and over again Searching for same way to ease my pain SAYONARA Too much for me to bear My mind is already made up Soon I will be gone Though I try , I can not escape my self Do not care for her, I say Looking around I can not see anything The tears keep falling without end The night I saw my fear of loneliness I lost all joy for grief A beauty that now is lost to me Head in my hands, I am on my knees More than anymore else in this world She was for me the perfect girl And now she is gone SAYONARA Frantically waring to you Looking at you now watching me fears welling in reds eyes Morning rays returning once again Even though this pain will stay with me Now it is time to go SAYONARA Alone again I know it is true This world so hard Yet I know I will make it.